inkbyaporia:

i’m trying to stop falling in love with people who don’t see me, don’t stop when i say “no”, who don’t care when i tell them “i don’t want this”. i’ve stopped falling in love with people who only see what they want to see in me, because that means they’ll only take what they want to take and i’m so fucking tired of feeling empty. love shouldn’t be a robbery. love shouldn’t make me into the image you want instead of the woman i am. love shouldn’t turn my soul inside out so you can see the parts you love while ignoring the reality. what i’m trying to say is you don’t love me. you don’t even know me.

—you don’t love me, i just fit the image you have in your head (ap 12.9.18)

ssummerbliss:

all I wanted was your love

and all I got was your pity

- thanks, I don’t need it

youareinllve:

“you stopped caring about me long before we stopped talking. I tried to hold on for far longer than I should have. I knew it was long gone a while ago. but a small bit of me hoped you’d actually care, that I wasn’t a little toy for you. I was wrong, but what was wrong was that after everything you put me through, I still want and miss you”

— December 9, 2018

seelenverdammt:

My heart hurts and my soul is sad